Fantasiku!

Write Your Name (Across my heart)

2010-08-29T15:37:00.000-07:00

I can't help smiling when I look at you,
To keep from going crazy is all I can do.
I'm so defenseless with you so close,
The walls have crumbled from my body and soul.

Write your name across my heart.
I want the world to know that I am yours forever.
And I will wear it like a shining star.
Write your name across my heart.

To you my life is an open door.
Everything I have is yours.
I'll try to give you everything you need,
But as far as love goes, there's a life-time guarantee.

Write your name across my heart.
I want the world to know that I am yours forever.
And I will wear it like a shining star.
Write your name across my heart.

In all my thoughts, in all I do, in all I say,
I belong to you with every breath I take....

Write your name across my heart,
I want the world to know that I am yours forever.
And I will wear it like a shining star.
Write your name, across my heart.

And I will wear it like a shining star,
Write your name across my heart.
Across my heart.
Across my heart.

p/s:dedicated to my future husband..

this 3 words was meant for u

i wanna say I LOVE YOU

Mengejar sebuah Cinta

2010-08-10T18:00:00.000-07:00

sekian lama ku mengejar cinta
seringkali aku rebah jatuh
terpaku membisu
kecewa menapak di segenap dadaku
melihat cinta semata-mata
tapi tidak dapat memeluknya

kini ku terpegun melihat cinta
kelu resah ingin memiliki yang satu
hanya cinta yang tersedia
tapi kamu bukan untukku

A Place I Called Home

2010-03-28T21:18:00.000-07:00

So dark and cold here
it's like living in the gutter
how much i miss that place
and there's a name I can't erase

I really want to go home
To the only place i belong
That keeps me away from this moans
I know it never let me feel alone

I know it's to little too late
You always said it's a fate
you never know it's my heart that you break
still you i can't hate

The only reason wanna go home
it's your heart is where i belong
Your name that my ear longed for
Only you that i adore

Your Game

2010-03-28T20:51:00.000-07:00

Aku bukan boneka~~

Hearing phone ringing again
screen shows your name
why you keep asking the same
Please stop with all your game!

I can't love you no more
'Cuz you broke my heart and so much more
You once i have adore
but now ive closed my door
and for you it will be forever

So much pain in this vein
but now I'm out of your game
I'll survive in hunder even rain

For now i've chosed my own lane

Before I Leave

2010-03-28T20:38:00.000-07:00

Today i come again
Refuse to give up
even you remain the same
but it's not i'll be blame
I'd rather crawl on the shame
than giving up calling out your name
I'll repeat it again and again
to make you here with me this evening

I really hope to see you now or never
before my eyes shut forever
I wish i can hear you talk
before my heart beat halt

I LOVE YOU

2010-01-31T19:13:00.000-08:00

Turn my head
Slowly cry
Feels the soul within me die
I’m sorry I can’t deny
For every feeling growing wild inside

How can I tell you this thing?
It’s hurt more than what I mean
As blood keep gushing through my vein
It’s such a pain while I’m still breathing

For reason why there’s tears on my pillow
It’s about the pain I tried to swallow
I tried to save me from those sorrows
I just want to say I love you if there’s no tomorrow

Rindu Dalam Hati

2010-01-31T19:11:00.000-08:00

Ku sangka pintu hatiku terkunci rapat

Tapi apa yang ku rasakan amat kuat

Perasaan ini tidak ku sangka amatlah berat

Hingga namamu sahaja membuat darahku tersirat

Inginku nyatakan apa saja dalam hatiku

Yang makin mencengkam adalah rindu

Rindu yang ku tahan sekian sedu

Kerna siapalah aku pada dirimu?

Aku haramkan rindu ini sampai kepadamu

Tidakku mahu sekali-kali ia mengganggu

Jihadmu ke jalan Tuhan Yang Satu

Hanya cinta DIA kekal dan tidak palsu

You Blame Me

2009-12-14T19:03:00.000-08:00

So hard and cold inside
that's what i feel tonight
i wish i may, i wish i might
turn the time
where you and me fall at the the first sight.

i can't regret for the past
cuz i can't change anything that i've done
why are you blaming me for what we are now
i am not breaking the vow
i just cant explain why and how

it's not your money i'm crazy for
it's not that i don't love you anymore.
for the gentle and tender love i always adore
i shut my heart and close the door
and now you see everything is over

Now i cant be like i used to
i really dont know what should i do
but i know this is the best for me and you
that's why you put me in blue
blaming for the scar that's still painful

I'm happy you've found someone new
i wish she will not be in my shoe
i'm glad she's your dream girl
cuz for every reason i am not her
please stop talking anymore
get hell out of my world!

Untold

2009-11-01T07:34:00.000-08:00

This pain is really killing me
For word I breathe
It knocks me till I fall on my knee
I’m hurt inside why can’t u see?

For every reason I’m out of sanity
Cuz u the one can make me happy
I’m not making this up for free
I can’t stop its growing wild within me.

I wish I can to stop my heart beating,
Cut myself and let blood out from my vein,
Cuz I’m in real pain,
It’s hurt inside when I hide this feeling…

What is this Feeling??

2009-10-12T11:40:00.001-07:00

I look at the sky
start to think and wonder why
I'm so happy and i can't deny
Feels like i want to fly.

I never feel like this before
being with him stop me to say more
he's not the one that i wish for
but now he's the one that i adore.

this feeling keep growing inside
i'm sorry it's hard to fight

Rindu

2009-10-12T10:40:00.000-07:00

Ya Allah,
Sakitnya mencengkam jiwa,
merintih aku merana lagi sengsara,
tak tertahan rindu aku kepada manusia,
Ampunkan aku wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Esa,
Aku hanya manusia lemah lagi tak berdaya.

Ya Rabbi,
Tuhanku Yang Satu,
KepadaMu aku sujud merayu,
Jauhkan aku dari cinta yang palsu,
Serahkan aku pada yang hanya mengejar cintaMu.

Aku Si Manusia

2009-10-12T09:36:00.001-07:00

Kenapa jiwaku resah, gelisah,
Melodi yang ku gemar menjadi tak indah,
Benakku berfikir bersusah payah,
Sudahlah bermasalah dan kini bertambah-tambah.

Aku tidak mengerti akan diriku,
Kenapa kosong terasa berat membelenggu,
Kenapa aku membiarkan hati mengikut nafsu,
Padahal akhirnya padamu jua aku merayu.

Kejamnya aku seorang manusia,
Selalu mengamalkan perkara sia-sia,
Sedangkan ibadah perkara utama,
Lagi aku kecewakan Yang Maha Esa.

Bodohnya aku melakukan laranganNya,
Ketika aku masih hidup berpijak didunia,
Tapi Ya Allah tunjukkan aku satu jalan yang nyata,
Ampunkanlah aku wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Berkuasa.

Please go!!

2009-10-10T02:13:00.000-07:00

So hurt so cold inside
my heart my thought collide
I'm growing to be more wild
I got nothing left but pride

u said that i'm worth more than a gold
then why i'm shivering waiting in the cold
all i wanted you to be there for me to hold
you made believe your love and then just go

i close my eyes in the middle of the night
this sorrow and emptiness i need to fight
Please go away far from my sight
so tomorrow will be a light shining so bright!

Blind

2009-07-16T22:53:00.000-07:00

yesterday i saw u
today looking for you is all i do
i was stupid for being true
i'm too blind to see it is not you
who called me darling and said "i love you"

you're such a great thing happen to me
you've made me so crazy
again i'm too blind to see
i'm the only one that happy
now u r my poison with no remedy
hurt me to bleed till i fall on my knee

i never want it to be like this
for every moment i still miss
thinking of you stop me to breathe

u used to be my strength and now u r my fears
i got open my eyes and wash away all my tears
i'm not gonna b blind for u again please
u broke my heart to pieces and left me to cease..

SOMEBODY

2009-07-16T22:50:00.000-07:00

Someday,
somewhere,
someone will come along.
Somebody who'll sit with me and together sing our song,
who i've chosed to grow old with since i was young.

Somebody that i've waited for
he's the one that i adore
makes me thirst for love and ask for more
i prayed so much so that we can be together
for now and forever

somebody that i really wanna see,
will love me for being me.
Not for my physical beauty,
not for my money,
but for me,
for the essence of me...

Teach me How To Love

2009-06-24T08:01:00.000-07:00

My love, when you are beside me, what can I wish and dream for?
The dream has come true and my eyes saw it
Come near to me to feel comfort
I have been calling for you from a long time, come and hug me

Teach my heart how to love
Talk to me with the sweetest words
Live with me in my dreams
Love me, my love

Believe me when you are loving me and willing to see me
You teach the lovers not to leave each other
My love, you are an angel
I forget the world with you
And I come to your world of love
Just when you hug me

My love, all of me is yours
I love you when I'm with you
Nothing in this world is rich for me to get it to you
If only you hug me

p/s : this is not my masterpiece but i dedicate this to my future ...... ahax!

JANGAN!!!

2009-06-24T07:29:00.000-07:00

Jangan kata kau cinta,

jika kau sndiri tak mngerti tentangnya.

Jangan cakap kau fahami driku,

Sedangkan kau sendiri berpura

Jangan kau kata cintamu suci,

jika ia beralaskn dusta.

Jangan kau kata cintamu dmi Tuhan,

jika kau sanggup mati krnaku bukan DIA.

Aku bukan siapa-siapa,

juga aku juga bukan makhluk mulia,

tapi aku mahu kau buka mata,

Yang layak kau cinta adalah DIA,

bukan aku manusia yg alpa lg sementara!!

I CRY

2009-06-12T20:48:00.000-07:00

everything is upside down
all i do just not right
i tried to smile
but it shows me in pain
i tried to laugh
but it seems to sound that i'm crying

everytime i try to reach my hand out
all i got just nothing
only depressed and longing
feels like i'm falling apart
broken to pieces..
ceases...
dies..

EMPTY

2009-06-08T08:06:00.000-07:00

i used to love so much before
he's the one that i adore
but the ending,
is not what i've been expected for
knock! Knock! on the door
my heart won't open anymore.

i've groans and moans after all these years
i've to runaway from all those fears
hide my face away from my tears
its hurt so much to be this sincere

i tried to cover up all my pain
all i feel is much the same
for this emptiness running through my vein
cause me to live forever in vain

Day 29th

2009-06-08T07:45:00.000-07:00

i'm just sitting here
waiting for the answer
i've been haunting by my bloody fears
and it's hurt when u r not near.

i still dont understand
why u ask me to call u a friend?
when u make me believe that u r my man
when i need someone who'll hold me in hand
but now,i've found myself all alone in the end.

i can laugh, i can smile
but it's not enough to hide my pain
i realized that i can't pretend
for every blood gushing through my vein
and my broken heart cant easily just mend.

is it not enough for you?
seeing me fake a face and acting like a fool
i've no direction n dont know what to do
cuz ur heart where i belong to
i've lost my word but i've got something to tell you
when i opened up my heart and it's true
I love you deeply do..

Sendiri lagi

2009-06-07T01:17:00.000-07:00

aku tetap dsini
hanya dtemani sepi
sgalanya sudah trbukti
tiada kamu disisi ini

tdurku tidak lg lena
sgenap jiwaku merana
ku mncari kamu dimana
apa yg ku buat serba x kna..

hari2 benakku mnyoalku
siapakah aku pdmu ?
mshkh lg kamu mncntaiku?
tp kamu hnya reti membisu..

aku trpksa pergi
krna aku x lg kamu pduli
biarla aku pergi
smoga drimu mdpt ktngn abadi...